Embarking on an overnight tomorrow that I will just say has been less than easy for me to try...sometimes things happen beyond our control and the memories/associations with certain places become overwhelming, they turn into dark places you never want to see in any way. I'm finally ready for this one, and I hope he is too, and that the only memories left the next day will be of he and I and the fun we had...sometimes I feel I love him too much. I am not sure who needs to be stronger to go here, but I hope it is him, & that he is ready not because of compartmentalization or mind erasing or pretending mentally certain times didn't exist, but because he loves me and wants to go forward anywhere and everywhere in life, without looking back, and with just me. I think he is.
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