I despise that I despise business trips; the lack of sleep on my part before and during doesn't help. All I can do is wake and
hope and move through the days until they are over, hoping discretion isn't needed. I keep thinking the trips will get easier despite the past, but it isn't. Very afraid I am out of sight, out of mind. People have no idea, and he has no idea how hard or some of the associations in my head that I can't shake, pretty haunting.
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